By Scott Coner
Singer, Songwriter and Author
When do you need to
throw in the towel if you're involved in the music business?
The better question
is, "Why would you throw in the towel if you love what you are
doing?"
Like countless
other songwriters, I have spent far too much time asking myself if I can make
it one more step. But the truth is, if you are a writer or musician, you
already know the answer to the question. The writer has a different perspective
of the world that he or she lives in. It may be words thrown around a coffee
shop, it may be a movie or a book, might even be a sunset. But the world will
give you something to write about.
I count myself so
incredibly blessed to be a songwriter. The way I see it, we are given the
chance to actually speak and be heard. Our words might promote healing in
someone's heart. They might push someone a little farther in love. We might
even be helping people get a little closer to God. Just ask yourself what you
would rather be doing than chasing songs down? Personally, I can't think of
anything. But this may be because I don't play golf.
I was recently
given a chance to play at a songwriters night in Nashville called
"Tunesmithing". I sat there waiting my turn, scared to death at
first. I had arrived earlier that afternoon and my guitar was like an oven from
sitting in the truck all afternoon. I tuned it down a little bit, so I didn't
break any strings and took my turn. The fear left quickly as I began to realize
I was amongst friends and loving people. I can only relate it to the feeling
you may get when you are in church and you stand up to testify about what God
is doing in your life. It just felt good.
That evening, I sat
in the back of the room watching and listening as these people played some of
their songs. Now I have daughters at home, so I watch more than my share of the
Hallmark Channel, but more than once I had to stop myself from tearing up. As
each artist played their songs, it just felt so comfortable and personal, and
real. I felt incredibly indebted to each of them for allowing me to be part of
something so nice and pure.
Maybe we get a
little bit too caught up in trying to accomplish certain things within the
industry itself and temporarily lose sight of what is golden. I know I
sometimes do, and it bothers me that I would allow something like that to
happen. I sometimes forget why I wrote the songs in the first place. The truth
is that I simply enjoy the atmosphere that music provides. I love the people
that I have met, I love the excitement music brings, I love Nashville, and I
love being able to write, record, and share my songs with people.
Some people take
photos, some people make scrapbooks, some people write diaries and books. Me? I
write songs. When I am dead and gone, I hope my grandchildren will take a ride
in their rocket, and as they cruise the same country roads that I drove so many
years before, they will remember me and what I loved and stood for. This
matters to me, and I will never quit writing and playing as long as the good
Lord allows me to.
(To listen to
Scott's songs and watch his videos, visit www.ScottConer.com or
www.Facebook.com/ScottConerMusic.)
Scot gives a rousing performance at the Hard Rock Cafe in Nashville |